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[ The journey to the station, meeting up with the guy, relocating to their final destination and making the appropriate transaction in a seemingly empty room has all gone successfully enough. There's the unspoken concern for Nazuna's companion but that is a matter to be addressed once they've secured their privacy. He does glimpse up at the other boy as they proceed down the hall though he's soon distracted with searching for the room number that matches with his key card.

Ah.

Nazuna comes to an unannounced halt and blindly reaches behind him to grab at Asahi to prevent him from wandering further. While no apology is offered, he's quick to withdraw his hand to wordlessly focus on working the door open. There's a short click almost immediately and he pushes his weight against the door before the back handle unintentionally knocks against the wall and reveals the room in its full glory. After the light switch is flipped up, that is.

As his shoulders slump forward, Nazuna forces himself to stand properly once more. He peers over to Asahi nd jerks his head in the room's direction, expecting him to go inside first.

What's waiting for them isn't horribly lavish and just barely misses the mark of passing for a standard hotel room. There's a good sized bed at the far end, a television monitor hovering above a dresser, a miniature fridge and a door that presumably leads to a bathroom. But the lack of windows and one wall being partially lined with mirrors serves as a reminder of the room's purpose.

It's all stuff that is going to be investigated further in a second.

A sigh of relief leaves Nazuna when he finally steps inside. The hood of his jacket is pushed off his head when the door is closed. Okay, he can relax for two seconds. Now he squats down to get his shoes off. ]

This is all ours for the next three hours... ♪

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You can't really compare a shower to an orgasm, can you... ?

Well...

[How is he supposed to say he doesn't want this to end...?]

I guess not. Uh, if you want to go, that's fine.

[ There's a quirked brow during this moment of consideration before Nazuna finally straightens up and gets a look at Asahi over his shoulder. The other's tone vaguely reminds him of what defeat sounds like. Whatever has been gathered up in his arms is deposited to the floor once more.

He takes a couple sidesteps, plopping himself on the foot of the bed. He jerks his head in one direction before beckoning Asahi with one hand. ]

Well, don't stand around and let yourself get cold.

[Asahi hesitates. He can't tell if Nito wants this, too, or if he's just indulging him. But eventually he does join him on the bed, and puts his hand on the other boy's cheek.]

Is this okay..?

Mm... No. You need to get closer if we're going to keep warm.

[ It's stated rather matter-of-factly before he gets an arm around the other boy's shoulders to make his point. ]

[Ah. Not quite what he meant, but it seems like agreement enough. Asahi nods, and then kisses Nito again. Clearly, he really really enjoys kissing. And this time, his free hand rests on the other boy's hip.]

T-Tell me what you want? [He murmurs softly by Nito's ear.]

[ There's an involuntary shudder with the other boy speaking so closely to him and he immediately screws his eyes shut as to hide from his own embarrassment. His fingers lightly flex against Asahi's back as he lowers his head. ]

.... Financial stability.

[Asahi, truly baffled, pulls away from Nito with wide eyes and brows knitted in confusion. Did he... hear that correctly? How could he have misheard it.]

Ex...Excuse me..?

[ Did he stutter? ]

Financial stability.

[ His eyes crack open and his arm limply falls off of Asahi. ]

Everything is about money and I kind of hate it.

[Asahi really doesn't know what to make of this. The last times he's had sex were nothing like this; any conversation was fun, playful, teasing, perhaps, but overall exciting. And things were like that earlier, but now...]

Ah.. Nito-san... [He swallows hard.] If you aren't interested anymore, don't let me pressure you into anything. We can go.

I... um... Sorry, that was just the first thing that came to me.

[ Asahi's clearly getting bruised from all of Nazuna's thoughtlessness being vocalized. Well, he was right about the guy only having regrets. Crossing his legs, he rubs the back of his own neck with a frown. ]

I said earlier that I never get in a certain position... and I meant never at all. I don't do stuff like this.

[ He wrinkles his nose. ]

It's weird having someone ask what I think, you know~? Guys don't normally care and I wouldn't expect them to. By now... the other guy would have left?

[Asahi shrugs. He's not... really sure what he's supposed to say to all that.]

...Maybe I'm not like any other guy. [He finally huffs, voice low and frustrated.] I thought. I thought you were interested in getting to know me, but the whole time you've kind of... been acting like I'm just 'some guy.'

[He takes a deep, deep breath.]

You're really cute, Nito-san. You could get any guy you want. But please... don't lead me on.

I do want to get to know you! I don't invite those guys to hang out longer? I don't want to treat them to sweet buns...

[ His brow knits together, voice a touch higher from his own frustration. ]

I wasn't asking questions about you just to humor you, you know? You aren't "some guy," you're Asachin?

[Why is this so frustrating? Why is it so complicated? This was just supposed to be about sex, but Asahi's so bad at casual sex, it's almost laughable.

He sighs softly and looks away.]

I'm sorry... Um. I want to get to know you better, too. So we could just. Go now, like you said.

No way.

[ He shakes his head. ]

I'm not going to let us both run away.

I'm not trying to run away. [He huffs. Being accused of that, of all things, kind of hits him where it hurts.] I'm trying to make you happy. I don't know what you want.

[ Unfolding his legs and letting them hang over the bedside, Nazuna thinks over Asahi's words. ]

Why do you want to make me happy?

[ His tone isn't accusatory or mocking, merely curious. ]

W-Why..? [Asahi splutters. What do you even say to that?] Why... wouldn't I? Shouldn't I? Isn't this why we made this.. uh, date?

[ The ends of his mouth tick up. ]

I understand. Asachin just has a really earnest heart. But that was pretty clear from the start.

[ Such altruism is intimidating, if he were to be honest. ]

Well, hearing your motivations make me feel better. ♪

[He still doesn't feel like everything is quite right yet. It's hard to make out what Nito's thinking. The sing-song voice is back, too, which just makes Asahi feel like Nito isn't taking him seriously.

He looks away, and sighs.]

It doesn't feel like you're taking me seriously.

[ The smile immediately becomes lopsided as he hesitantly reaches to gently touch the middle of Asahi's back. ]

Hey. It's a waste to be down like that, you know? Just because you're thinking that doesn't make it true. I am taking you seriously. That's why I'm taking what you're giving me and ready to head onto the next thing.

But you're not-- You're just going along with what I want. At least... that's how it seems from my perspective...

Who says that's what I'm doing? We haven't agreed to do anything. You just told me how you thought of things.

[ He gets off the bed with that. ]

Though we both said we want to get to know each other better so that's what we're going to do. Let's go out. Asachin can treat me to a strawberry milk.

[He's tempted to clarify - Nito's been agreeing with him all day - but in the end Asahi just shrugs and sighs.]

Okay. [He says softly, looking around for his underwear and then grabbing the briefs so he can pull them on. It feels comforting not to have his dick hanging out anymore, with the turn things have taken. It's not enough to get rid of all his frustration, but Asahi doesn't want this to become a fight.

They finish getting dressed, and Asahi pats himself to make sure he has everything.]

Ready..?

[ It'd be a shame if he left his dick behind — ]

You haven't told me what drink you wanted?

[ Doing up the buttons of his polo, Nazuna's fully dressed though bits of damp hair still remain. ]

Though if you're waiting to get there to figure it out, that's fine. But you'll still have to tell me so I can pay for yours. That'll make it a real date, right?

[ Now to casually stroll to the door to fetch his shoes. ]

Edited 2020-07-18 03:04 (UTC)